Disclaimer: This post is written out of abnormal mood. What you read here doesn't reflect my real standards, so please do not judge it as if you know me very well. Comments are still welcomed however.
A post written in a bad mood, of course it sounds nasty. >:)
My first time attending a prom, but it doesn't turn out like what I expected. In other words, a disappointment. It really kills off my mood. :(
I was so excited and looking forward to attend the prom, because I didnt have to chance to attend one during my high school days. My school is too poor to organise such exquisite event for students.
I'm going to the prom without partner, hoping that I could have one of my classmate be my partner. I invited her to the prom but she refuses because she want to go back to her home this weekend.
She turn out to the prom eventually, saying that many of her friends are going so she's tagging along.
I'm cool with it, in fact I'm pleased that she's going too. I wouldn't want to mess up this golden opportunity. ;)
I waited her and her friends near the entrance. She's very gorgeous in the gown, I didnt expect she looks so good.... O_o
Things went pretty well for me to this part, I lead them into the hall to be seated. I'm still the same nice and helpful guy there, except that I'm getting nervous and pulses keep increasing. Dont ask me why, I've told my mind treat the situation as cool and normal as possible, but the heartbeat ignored my order.
You know, when your heart beats fast, your rhythm will somewhat mess up so you might do some stupid things.
I wrote this when the event's starting.
"Right, so I'm in the middle of the prom, yeah! Still yet to find a chance to dance with her lol.
Let it be an endless waltz~ gg.
This is my chance, so I'm gonna make it the day for both of us!
Before we proceed to the entertainment part, we're asked to have our dinner at a nearby room. Everything looks fine, I've nothing much to complain bout the food except that the noodle isn't edible. Love the Secret Recipe cakes though.
Me, with lecturer Mr Low and Edmund.
After the meal we went back to the hall. We took few shots before the program started.
Martin, Johnson, Cliff and Edmund.
The programs, I'd say it's bad. After a few songs suddenly pop out people from 8TV promoting Project SuperStar stuff. I didnt watch TV that frequently so I dunno anyone of them. Project SuperStar is basically another talent-reality show. I'm sick of these shows.
These "entertainers" talk too many craps, dragged the time too long until many of us lost patience watching the show. Pity those who dunno Mandarin, because those 8TV freaks keep speaking in mandarin without concerning the audiences. I understand 8TV is a mandarin-based channel, well cant they be more reasonable to cut the show shorter? They wasted more than half an hour making fool of themselves.
I'm not a fan of these stuffs, so please back-off. I can only lament my unluckiness have to bear with the freaky program.
At least, the program after that isn't that bad. I do enjoy the songs sang by one of the Talent Time night champion, really amazing voice and softly-sang. This is then I buff up my guts to ask her to have a dance with me.
To my dispair, she turn me down. :S
I've been reasonable not to force her because this will do no good for us, I just say if there's other suitable songs I'll ask her to dance with me again. I back off from the scene then.
That is when all the things turn from bad to worse.
As the performers playing more and more song, everyone is dancing on the dancefloor, having some fun times. I for one, found myself in an awkward position. I dont really have the feeling, the excitement, the mood to dance with the crowd.
Something is disturbing me, I dunno how to describe. P
erhaps is the songs doesn't suit my taste?
Perhaps is the crowd acted too wild?
Perhaps is the lightings too bright for the eyes?
Perhaps, there's something else running in my mind, blocked all the pathways to excitement?
I dunno what happen in me... Definitely not the best night. Sigh....
I'm blank and blur.
I dunno what should I do next.
Err.... speechless, numbness. (-__-")
This shouldnt happen but..... oh well.
Written in distraught mood, near the end of the event.
Saw her having fun with someone while I'm standing in the middle do nothing. I somewhat can understand the feeling of the characters in MVs, when they stand in the middle of dancing crowd, watching someone there, feeling down and low..... very upset. One of the example is "Love Comes Again" by DJ Tiesto, how irony....
Sigh.... I felt like being stabbed in the heart, the mind and the soul.
It's messed up.
It's really weird, the feeling, the emotion..... everything just not my taste.
My first prom, is a failure.
Chances to come? Hell yeah!